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Friday, December 10th, 2004
4:51 pm - hope i dont get shot in the eye. cuz then i get the skullfuck and i die

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:diaryoftomer
Your haiku:go all the same theres
one in the time we snatched
that canoe and took it
Created by Grahame

so last night was pretty interesting. went over to my sisters and watched her roomates dog vomit all over the place. he had pen and bottle caps, tin foil, and pieces of plastic bags in his puke. awesome. then nate and dan showed up and we watched scotts snake eat a rat. then we went to some party on huntington. prolly go back there tonight to the zen house. after that we stood out front of skinny vinny's at like 230 in the morning beatboxing while nate freestyled till the moon went down. he is the new white flavor son. the post eye damage skull fucking machine. its a concept album and will be out on What Da Funk sometime before 2008 hopefully. the only downside was the fucking parking ticket the city of new brunswick gave me. whores..

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
3:19 am - not so attractive anymore
the war in iraq claims another victim. this one hits alittle closer to home. r.i.p. steve. ill never forget the time we snatched that canoe and took it out in the lake. amy tells me he was shot through the neck. mike tells me CrOOx is going to be shipped back out there in a couple months.
dont bother reading any of the rest of this
friday i went to a party. i get this strange feeling. its like ive been to this party before. all the people are standing in the same places they were. these places are all the same. theres one in the party who is different though. this person smiles from ear to ear. and for reasons i will spare you from having to read, this persons happiness tears me apart. ive never been this unhappy. wait, yes i have. but its different now. im almost certain that i wont function half the time unless im depressed to the point of dry heaving. i guess in some sick way i get a rise out of it. im cleaning up my act a bit, well see how far that goes. i guess im just bored more than anything. i need some sort of a change. everyday these walls close in on me and kang a little more. im sick of this place already. its not for me. bitch bitch moan moan back to work tom goes.

current mood: fuck you

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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
6:13 pm - echk
oh yeah i almost forgot..
fuck thanksgiving.

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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
8:14 pm - mmm voting
so the most wonderful time of the year is coming to a close. thurs went to Steves frat with Cliff for a halloween party. Cliff was a punk rocker. i dressed up like Alex from A Clockwork Orange. Cliff and i owned beer pong for a few then i got thrown out for being a beligerent drunk. i went back to my car and changed then went back into the party. saturday me mike and cliff took a walk. we had the perfect medium to download hot shit to our brainsss. jasmine came too. it wasnt as good as the walk the week before but what can you do. roads are for squares. walking is for fatties. jayr is moving to florida. one day i will see him dressed up as mickey mouse. i cant wait. yeah ive got a midterm due on thurs for my nature of politics class and i cant find the printout for the assignment so im screwed for now. oh yeah i got this from amanda:
Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Favorite Color
Love of your life:bubblymistress
Best sex of your life:starlight117
Will make you come 1000 times:xandara
Will break your heart:maxmil2224
Best Kisser:mylastdesire
Best cuddler:beaner311
You secretly dream of:amphetamine
But this person dreams of you:magneticlobster
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:drinkingsoup
Quiz created with MemeGen!

i dont know about nick or justin..
if bush wins tonight im starting a riot. WE GOTTA BURN THIS MOTHAFUCKA DOWNN!!
then im assassinating him.

current mood: chillin

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Friday, October 15th, 2004
12:45 pm - the hits keep coming
last weekend while chillin with jamacia and cliff i was able to witness my first live taste of gang violence in roselle. you wouldnt think seeing someone get hit with a metal softball bat would be funny, but youd be wrong. on average now i get 11 hrs of sleep from friday to monday. im not complaining, i just make it up later on in the week. monday me mike and cliff went to six flags to meet up alyse molly and whats his name. i really cant remember his name. anyway they were all set up for frightfest. it was more funny than scary. i started ripping fake spiderwebs off of the fences and made a suit out of it. then i went around scaring children as "the undead hobo". some girls even told me i was sexy. i told them the blood on my mouth was real. they were just turned on more. tonight motherfuckers are partying it up for bree's birthday. im gonna cruise down to the LT, but i dunno when. gotta see when mike gets out of classes and if he'll even still want to go by then. im done with class for today so i think ill go back to sleep.

current mood: clean finally

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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
9:50 am - mmm fetus
i just got out of my building communities class. the professor chose 6 people and put 3 on kerrys side, 3 on bushs side. on tuesday we spent the entire hour and a half on the war on terror. today we touched on the current state of the economy and job market before getting into a heated discussion on the topic of abortion. im tired of pro-lifers trying to push their blind faith beliefs on the rest of us. a womans body is a sacred temple in which she is the God. the fetus uses her body as a vessel. when asked when is a fetus considered to be a human person i responded by saying that "its not really a human until that thing is delivered and the doctor slaps it on the ass. anytime before that aborting it is free game." many laughed and a few agreed with me. i mean come on this thing is fed through a tube and floats around in amneotic fluids all day. you cant tell me that im a heathen because i dont feel that killing it is wrong. how many adult and adolescent deaths are the US responsible for, and you wanna come at me about some fish thing that really wont be able to fend for itself for years. i later asked the Bush side, "when my teenage girlfriend gets pregnant and you wont let her have an abortion, how are we supposed to support this life when i cant even get a fucking job around here?"

current mood: lethargic

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Friday, September 24th, 2004
1:37 pm - hmm
Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted ofHolding a Children's Site Hostage for Server Space, you jerk!
And sentenced to15 years
Abusive redneck guardarnefur
Easy to bribe guardamphetamine
Wants to make you their bitchmukes
Drops soap in the shower on purposeloochypoo
Works in the laundry and smells people's undiessweetoblivion
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'killrockstars_
Quiz created with MemeGen!

sounds like a good time to me.
for lots of kids, friday is 80's nite.
for tom, friday is 40's nite.
skeet skeet skeeet

current mood: hungry

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Monday, September 20th, 2004
6:31 pm - you really didnt see me? yo im goin in the navy seals kiddd
what can i say? things are changing rapidly and its pretty lame. id say "i wish i could go back" but we all know where that would lead. id be dead two years ago. and we'd all breathe a little easier. and idve saved the gas i used this weekend. and oh what a weekend it was. id say it was more mind numbing than anything else. two things youll learn: 1. sure things dont exist. fate rests in your hands and your hands only. if you dont get out and make your own shit happen then its never going to happen. 2. everything you know/think you know/have been taught is nothing. everyday you will wake up and start over. take yesterdays lessons with you. if you even remember what happened. as much as it bothers the shit out of me, i have always been a hopeless romantic. even that is changing. i guess its not so bad here. in a way ive gotten away from everything. then again im in a whole new mess of shit. i dont belong here. 06 06 06. two years and i can just live in the philippines. sleep on the streets, drink beer in the mall, and just eat fish all day. thats the life.

current mood: crappy

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Saturday, September 11th, 2004
7:42 pm - when its us vs. them you can always count on me
dear friend,
if i ever come crawling back again.. shoot me in the face. thanks -tom

anyone else tired of living in a lie? take my advice my friends and liberate yourselves. ive begun to accept the fact that ill never have sex again. it really doesnt bother me. im so tired of thinking and acting for two. im eighteen years old, maybe i dont feel like settling. maybe i dont feel like being physical at all. perhaps that would make it easier with people. if they were all just people. instead of penises and vaginas. i wonder how long this will actually last. probably not long. wish i had some cigarettes. think ill go look for some 2 for 1s.

oh yeah happy september 11th

current mood: comfortably lonely

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Friday, September 10th, 2004
7:37 pm - ive got to give some to get some
yeah so im in college now. ahahah that looks funny when i actually read it.
fridays the dope day i got 1 class in the morning then i sleep all day. i feel pretty shitty though considering my lack of activity. maybe its the abspestos in the bathroom. maybe its that annoying girl. maybe its the fact that i only have 2 cigarettes left and ill probably go buy some more even though i dont want to. went to a party last night. it was a frat for people who dont like frats. im thinking of joining. joining of course means showing on thursdays to get drunk for free and go skating. possibly a snowboarding trip as well. uh so yeah thats about it. im going to go drown myself in a toilet now.

current mood: weird

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Saturday, August 14th, 2004
1:41 am - OC04 in full effect bitches
very soon this will all change
so long shit town
so long jersey
so long brazil landscaping
and goodbye to the lamest summer in history

..good morning heartache

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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
2:25 am - gimme gimme this gimme gimme that
yeah so im 18 now. ladies feel free to send me scandalous pictures of yourselves. oh we can trade baby. got some dope shit today. dvd of the germs live at the whiskey in 1979, got a rundown by don bolles on a second disc. and a video documentary of dee dee ramone. watched it at cliffs, it was cool but it sucks when youre burned out from shooting too much heroin and cant focus too hard anymore. a little jello spoken word as well. heard the relapse demo rough copy it was pretty tight. but then again there were no vocals on it yet.
paintball tomorrow. im gonna pass out

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"He is expected to function as the departmental public relations man, and to keep the department under control for the political organization to which he is responsible, no matter what the ends."

Violence and the Police by William Westley

current mood: tired

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Sunday, January 4th, 2004
6:50 pm
Who knew Lee Ving was in the movie Clue? i didnt.

p.s.: wireless communication is lame.

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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
5:04 pm - Oh baby Jesus, up yours!

p.s.: Dear Mary and Joseph,
Next time you have a baby.. eat it.

current mood: disgruntled

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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
8:47 am
T You have an attitude, a big one.
H You are not judgmental.
O You are very open-minded.
M Success comes easily to you.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
S You are very broad-minded.

interesting. yeah so 311 was the shit. it was like a religious experience. everyone there was just having a good time. we were all dancing and being free. havent done too much in the time since. we were supposed to go see honey but then it fucking snowed and ive been working doing cleanups for people =/. fri night me mike and jayr just went walking around. me and mike were out of it. it was great. then cliff came home and brought alyse with him! so that was cool. today i dont think im going to do that shit. im going to go sledding and such with carylle =D.

here find ur own:
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgmental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are very open-minded.
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R You are a social butterfly.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone.

current mood: tired

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Friday, November 28th, 2003
10:22 am - holy shit..
311 is playing in likeeee 10 hours =D
there are so many people going. were rolling like 20 deep to the show. its going to be insane. wednesday night was the return of jayr! aw yeauhh me him mike shando and jen were chillin. went to see cliff and OneTen at work. jen caught the 850 train home, then ryan had to drive to nyc to pick up his sister(oh my) for thanksgiving. me and shand went back to mikes and watched the simpsons season 1 dvd. after that we split and i met up cliff krysta and kim at d&ds. then teresa and eddie showed up and we hung out at cliffs for awhile.
yesterday went to my aunts. the same shit. got some food then me and my sister kicked back and played the traditional Zombies Ate My Neighbors for supernintendo. watched finding nemo and vanilla sky on the big screen. not too bad. fucking thanksgiving. went to mikes when i got home. me him and jayr watched the italian job. then we worked on ol' blue. shit man. that thing is going to be badass. maybe well use it today. SHIT 311 IS PLAYING TONIGHT!

current mood: excited

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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
9:03 pm - aw'chea
almost done with my first college application. its for rutgers. its.. incredibly nauseating. gotta do some tweaking on my essay and ill be good. tomorrow is friday thank god. tomorrow night is beer and chicken night in levittown i hear. we might go see the deftones in asbury park though. either way it should be a good night. id really like to see carryle again. its been like almost a week since i saw her last. that makes tom go =/. im going to go see that jessica alba movie. i dont care how lame the plot is.

Morally Confused: any word from sean?
sheep sha ver: neg
Morally Confused: hm
sheep sha ver: i have to goto the mall with shandoo
sheep sha ver: and to buy his (311) ticket
sheep sha ver: tomorrow
sheep sha ver: so if we are getting deftones tickets
sheep sha ver: ill get them then
sheep sha ver: im waiting for his call though
Morally Confused: ok
sheep sha ver: i feel like a giddy little school girl waiting for the special boy to call me and ask me out for the first time
Morally Confused: ahah
sheep sha ver: or that old sweaty man internet pedafile waiting for that young suckling of a pre teen to call me so we can meet the for the first time and i can probe his young little balloon knot
Morally Confused: eeew
Morally Confused: either way its a good feeling
sheep sha ver: im just saying
sheep sha ver: hahahahahaha
sheep sha ver: which ever scenario you decide

current mood: chill

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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
8:27 pm - im callin out. whos in earshot? can anything hear this sound?
dont call it a comeback.
i hate being confused. im not a mindreader here. sometimes things should just be said. let me know how you fucking feel! its not that hard.
another thing. i dont care about school. at all. i could really give a fuck less about what letter some fuck-o gives me on a piece of paper. i will never be a number cruncher in some faceless corporation. i will never be a scientist, astronaut, doctor, lawyer, whatever. college is going to be a waste of money that i dont have. does this make me a horrible person? of course not. how i feel about my future is entirely up to me. you may add some perspective of your own to my view, but do not dub my feelings wrong or useless. something something deep comment deep comment end communication.

current mood: indescribable

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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
4:07 pm - dude.. if you marry a pregnant chick, you get a free baby..
hmmmmmmmmm. lollapalooza was pretty goood. except for incubus. that was the worst ive seen them. and audioslave is just evil. it was nice to see tom morello in action though. perry ferrel doesnt have his voice anymore. or maybe he just had too much wine. afterwards we hung out at alyse's for awhile. me her sean cliff and mike went to seaside for the second day of 'piece-fest' during which i acquired little jimmy. zong and others also made the trip home with us. theres just been alot of chillin going on. friday relapse played stingrays for the adema/pm5k/spineshank show at the birchhill. they tore it up. i missed spineshank though which was my only real interest. pm5k sucked. adema was alright. it was just nice to be in a crowd again. friday is 311 oh yessss. after that i think were partying all night at alyse's then ill be leaving for oc sat morning with mike and eddie. i could listen to this song all day.. *end transmission*

current mood: relaxed

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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
10:09 am - thats all elderly people eat is corn flakes and bananas
wwwwwhatsup. i never write in this thing anymore. that last entry i made was right after i jumped off of a moving car. yeah i got pretty fucked up. thought i was going to hit the ground running but.. anyway summer is hm. alright. i work alot. and then just chill. yeahhhhhh. too many late nights though. im not getting the sleep i should. but i so i got this new 311 right. shit is crazy. me and cliff listened to it nonstop for way too long yesterday. im still listening now. its... i cant find the word for it. but its great. goo! lollapalooza is today=D. so ill probably write about that later.

current mood: excited

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